Notebook

Monday, April 6, 2009
11:27 PM

had e5 prayer meeting today! we really prayed and worship and the presence of God was there in the room where 11 people are gathered to pray for the upcoming event! EASTER DAY!!! yea! we are believing for 60 people to attend this really special day! 20 R 20 I and 20 NF..20:20:20!!! plain awesome-ness!! during prayer meeting, we arrange the chairs in circles! 4D-ing that the next time round when we have another prayer meeting, 30+ people will be there in the room praying, ministering to God and also being minister by the presence of God!! we shall be a CG full of Strong Spiritual Warriors!! that as we pray, we are able to move mountain with faith! when new friends join us and get planted, they will want to be like us! Excited for the day when we hit our target attendance in Aug!
:D :D :D

after prayer meeting i went back home straight. today's it's the first time i see my mum since the past 5 days! really misses her a lot..but didn't get to talk to her much..all we talk about is that she ask me throw rubbish and eat the food that my bro buy. but thru this few sentence, it sound funny but, i really feel something that i never felt before..the love that she have for me! althou we been together since the day i'm born. but i never really felt this way before. cos in the past all she did was beat and scold me and i hated her for that and always felt she didn't love me at all. but today, everything seem so different. thou it's just few sentence of asking me to do thing, but i heard that small voice of her heart saying she love me eventhou she don't show it out..
i'm loving my mum even more now! :) i want to see her save in church!!

God, thank you for what have happen today! it's because of You that i'm seeing things that i don't use to see! it's because of You that i no longer hate my mum BUT LOVING HER!!
God, Thank you! I love You Jesus!!

Hey! if you are reading this post and your situation with your parents are rather the same as my past, why not come attend something special this fri/sat with me? You can experience what i experience today too! :)